it is just very very confusing. people i love hurt me. this is not okay because im a loving kind and i am doing everything to be good with a person. i thought im good at knowing people, but now i dont really know... just simply: i am totally confused. anyway. i started reading greek myths and i really dont like them. i am sick of them!!! im sorry but i dont really belive in this shit and i had tottaly enough of this stupid trojan war!!! i had a new idea just right now.. well an hour ago. tomorrow i'll leave to my dead gf's house for this weekend. the whole family'll be there. this house is in a village without internet for 2 days you know. i'll watch himym all day long. and there wont be any problem and i'll be kind of happy. on monday i dont what will i do... but on tuesday i'll leave to bp to paloma's bday. i know it will be the start of something new.
finally it seems my summer is starting. this august is gonna be legen----wait for it----dary!!! summer started with last saturday. yeahhh jägermeister rocks. : DDD so it was okay. maybe one of the best nights of my summer '09. and in august it'll be much better: paloma's bday, hb, sziget, golyatabor, maybe somethin else. i am just kind of happy right now.
love is in the air? i mean almost everyone is in love. it's really annoying for me.
I. : half of my msn partners have hearts in their personal message. II. : myspace. almost everyone sending love bulletins or/and upload love pictures. III. facebook. everyday i see a post about relationship thing. and yes its always about im in relationship whit xy. or i am in relationship, but sadly it is a bit complicated...